Mother’s Mahasamadhi Day

Mother - From picture with Sri AnnamalaiToday we mark Mother’s Mahasamadhi Day, the day she chose to consciously exit her human form. As she had already become one with God through her long and difficult Mystical Crucifixion there is no meaning that she only merged with God when she left the body; that she had done long ago. However, when she left the body it meant we had to now seek her out through our own spiritual vision, there was no physical address for us to find her. For those of us who knew this great Soul while in the body, her death was a great loss; for those who never met her in the body, her death was a great loss.

However, she left footprints that you might follow that take you to where she truly dwells, in God-consciousness. When you follow those footsteps you are led aright, and you will know in that day of oneness that what Mother taught is the absolute truth, and that truth sets you free. Mother describes those footsteps in her talks, and here is a beautiful talk from 1961 in which the great master tells of her enormous desire to know God, and her heartbreaking compassion for this world and those who suffer in it. In the end, she assures us, none will be denied because of past errors.

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Death of Ego (Crucifixion).  Someone asked once, “What does it mean when it says to go to God the Absolute?”  Well, the Absolute God was, is, and always will be.  And He has contained within Himself everything that has ever been manifested in this world.  And as you climb the spinal stairway of Self‑Realization, going up each step at a time, you come to the point where you want freedom from the ego, where you want the death of the ego to take place.

And as it says in the Bible, the day will come when he who thinks he will kill you will do God a service.  And it speaks of the ego within yourself, because you think of yourself always as separated from God.  And this separation, this constant cry in your heart, is what makes you unhappy.  This is what keeps you bound.  And so the day comes when you say, “God, please take me.  Reveal Thyself to me.  Reveal Thyself to me.  Make me see You within me.  Make me know that truly God and the kingdom of heaven are within, and that there is none else in this world but Thee, none else.”

And if you will persevere, if you will go through this thing called death, this crucifixion on your own cross, then truly you will have eternal light and you will be lifted up into the arms of your Father.  And as you are lifted up, you go beyond all duality.

It is like a top that is spinning at such a high velocity of speed that it seems as though it isn’t moving, and yet it is moving.  It is moving more rapidly than anything you can possibly imagine.  It seems as though it is still, and yet it has all movement within itself.  Thus it is to experience God the Absolute.  It is as though there is nothing but you and God in the beginning, and then all of the sudden you realize “I am He; blessed Spirit, I am He.”  And your being is filled with bliss, with ecstasy, with rapture, and you are intoxicated as you never dreamed of intoxication.  Your whole being has become one of light.  And truly all the streets within your kingdom are paved with gold, and the river runs with the nectar of God.  And you drink forever of this bliss.

Return to Worldly Consciousness and Service.  But you know that you can’t stay there, that you have to come down into this worldly consciousness again and serve God because only through serving can you fulfill your destiny.  Many scoff at work, and yet He who refuses the work refuses to take part in this wonderful world of God, this wonderful activity that is going forever and forever closer to Him.

It is difficult to understand this in this day because we hear so much of dissension.  We see it all now.  We see cruelty done, and yet we must have understanding even of that.  And when you have once gone through your crucifixion, when you have risen from the tomb within yourself, when you who died in sin have finally one day risen with the Christ, then you feel the spark of life again within you.  And as you look around you, you see that all of these people have done nothing more than you have done at some time or other in this life, or in some life, and your heart bleeds for them.  And you want to cry because you are one with all humanity.  You cannot see any difference, and you know that to the last breath of your life, you will use that breath, you will use your energy, your intelligence, to serve God and to try to take all of his children back to Him.  None will be denied.

Mother Experienced Consciousness of Self as an Atom

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Picture: Seeing the purity of God, as Krishna, in all beings, the person, cow, elephant and dog; equally alike.

This week we mark the anniversary of Mother Hamilton’s Mahasamadhi, a great yogi’s conscious exit from the body; this occurred on January 31st, 1991. To celebrate Mother’s life I will include some quotes from Mother that speak of her life. In the talk Mother gave below, she is having a lively conversation with Emily; the date is not recorded, probably in the early 1960s.

It appears Emily is challenging the notion that consciousness began with God, and is speculating that consciousness has evolved only through creation and ultimately became soul-conscious when it attained human birth. Mother settles the question by telling of her own experience in which she experienced the perfection of God when she was but a single atom.

It reminds me of a conversation Larry Koler told me about when an atheist was arguing his case and the other man said, “So, you say you cannot believe in God, but you believe that a rock can become Beethoven!”

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Emily:  Does man not develop from the ultimate atom?  Does he not, is he not present‑‑ I don’t know how to say it‑‑ but is he not present in the beginning of the earth?  We will use earth because we happen to be here. But was he not present in that ultimate atom?

Mother:  Yes.

Emily:  Well, how then could you say that he had ever enjoyed the bliss of the Infinite?

Mother:  Because he came from the Infinite, he was one with that Infinite. And as he came from it he was perfect in creation.

Emily:  Well, he would have to go through when this earth was nothing but a boiling mass. Undoubtedly, all that would ever be was in that mass. Would you agree with that?

Mother:  Well, God can create new masses, can’t he?

Emily:  Well, He created a mass, not only a mass but a mess here. [laughter]

Mother:  But He didn’t initiate the mess. We created the mess.

Emily:  Well, if there’s nothing outside the mass‑‑

Mother:  Yes, that’s right. But in the state of duality, it is a mess.

Emily:  It is His play.

Mother:  It is His play. That’s absolutely correct.

Emily:  In the ultimate atom, in the swirling mass or vortex, just like our material scientists today tell us that they see this‑‑ they even call it cosmic dust, which is the vortex of another universe coming into being‑‑ man must undoubtedly be in that swirling vortex.

Mother:  Yes, that’s right.

Emily:  Well then, he becomes the rock.

Mother:  Yes. He becomes all things in gradual evolution.

Emily:  So then in eons of time, in these hundreds of millions of years that this earth has been turning, we have been evolving. And you would almost say, wouldn’t you, that somewhere man becomes an individual soul, so the idea of soul kicks in?

Mother:  Yes, that’s right. He has human consciousness.

Emily:  He has the ability to think.

Mother:  To clarify this for you, an experience which was given to me once, Emily, was that I was taken back to the time when I was an atom. My individual consciousness of self was in that atom. I knew that I was in that atom, and it was as though I was lying on the grass. The dew was all around me. I was conscious of being an atom in space, that I actually had consciousness, and yet I had no form other than that infinitesimal cloak of the atom (I had this experience within myself), and yet I knew that “I” existed, that I was perfect within myself, that I was a part of the whole.

Emily:  The “I AM”.

Mother:  Yes. The “I AM” was there.

Passings

draft_lens7809531module65757291photo_1257871530Jesus-in-Garden-of-GethsemaneThe recent passing of my mother, Christine, Prem and others close to us has made grief not only something that is common to all of us, but it is also current and personal to me.

My observations about my own experiences with grief as well as what I have seen in others has shown me there are ways that grief can bind us and place us in an unendurable hell, or pass through us in a way that makes us grow as we receive comfort from a higher Source.

Jesus said, “Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted.” Now it does not appear that all those who mourn have comfort, yet that is what Matthew reported the Master saying. I say this; all those who turn to God for comfort in their mourning do receive the Comforter of the Holy Spirit. Those who turn away from God either from hurt, anger or fear remain without comfort because those ones have closed the door to Grace.

This feeling of connection with God, grace, comfort and inner assurance is what makes all the difference. When you feel connection with God you may shed tears, feel sadness, even the twist of pain in the heart in grief and yet your soul is not overcome with it. Along with pain will come comfort, peace, and even joy.

There are ways to proceed through grief that do not bind you to the ignorance of separation from God:

  • When you open your heart to the great Comforter you will have a balm to heal the wound of grief.
  • When you stand as an observer on the banks of the river and see/feel your grief flowing through your own heart, flowing out in front of you and letting it go, then you may experience the pain and loss that is mighty, but it is endurable and you will have peace.
  • When you let go of anger, disappointment and pain about a loss, and you do not let it separate you from your Creator, then, with time, the very same thoughts of loss that created pain in the beginning will transform into feelings of love and gratitude.

You will in all likelihood have some reaction to the death of a loved one, although it is not absolutely necessary. For instance, you may through your connection with God feel direct awareness of the individual soul as that one moves into his or her new life and there is no loss of connection either with the person or with God, and thus no sense of loss, no sorrow.

When that is the case you know there is no reason to grieve for that soul, for that one is now free of his physical frame that is known to be like a heavy lead overcoat in comparison to the lightness of being in spirit. When in the body one is normally limited to the five senses, now in spirit he is free and awareness is immeasurably greater; more closely attuned to divine emanations. You may experience pure joy for that soul that soars beyond this physical world, even as you might for a bird that has been long caged and is now able to fly free.

However, there may be other cases that even though you know about the current freedom of a soul, you may still feel the loss; even as you might feel loss for someone close to you who moves a great distance away. There is memory stored in the mind and body that expects that one to walk into the room, give you a call, or celebrate a holiday; with each body memory you may feel some pang of loss in the realization that one will not be walking through the door. The great Comforter will heal these poignant pains; the observer in you will see them pass through you without entrapping you.

Without knowing the eternal nature of the soul and your ability to pass feelings through, grief may very well end up entrapping you. Your inability or unwillingness to let the feelings go will trap them in your mind and body and you will endure unending torture of painful loss as they cycle through your mind and body again and again. This hell is not required, nor is it wanted by the one who has passed.

When you remain mindfully conscious of Spirit through a loss, it purifies the mind. The death of someone close to you is a stern reminder that you are a “renter” in this body, not a “buyer;” that one day death will come to claim you as well, and this clarity can lead to wisdom. When a death makes you go deeper to find comfort or answers, then you also grow spiritually. The choice of how you deal with death of the body is up to you; you may always choose the higher calling and be blessed.

When, not if, you have loss in your life remember to be conscious in this process and let it draw you closer to Divine Consciousness, fulfilling the great truth spoken by the great Galilean Master, blessed are they that mourn.

Be Happy—and Enjoy the Sweets


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Picture: my mom when young; still have the shoes she is wearing.

Mom had wanted me to say a few words here for her service, but to keep this time of remembering her positive, light—and short! She certainly would not want anyone to go be put to any trouble, and if anything were done at all, then there should be something sweet and delicious to be enjoyed by the end.

I always marveled at obituaries seen in the newspapers, how a life could be summed up in a paragraph or two. And yet, when it comes to capturing my mother’s life, it seems difficult to do. She traveled all over this world with my father, enjoyed the Seahawks, Mariners and Huskies. She read, enjoyed mysteries and detective stories, and doing crafts like sewing all of those little sparkly things onto yearly calendars given out to family members.

She chose absurd gifts like a cat-clock whose tail wagged and eyes swiveled in time with the seconds, a ship made of little shells purchased in some port-of-call, or the wooden drum with some skin stretched over the top and a stick to beat it with, that I am sure seemed like a good idea at the time to buy for her son when she was in Africa.

Family was central for my mom, something that was more felt than spoken; but she spoke of it more with age and time. She loved family gatherings: food, time to see children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren. She worried over their difficulties in life and loved to see them happy. She always just wanted to see everyone be happy; that was supreme.

Her faith and church also grew with time. Her bible study group that she did not like at first, “they want me to talk about what this bible verse means to me, I just wanted to study the bible,” that changed to, “bible study is really interesting, it’s kind of like therapy!”

In fact learning new things was something that seemed to pick up speed as she got older. She operated her I-pad and kindle and smart phone. She was thrilled when she discovered she could receive a text I sent to her.

It really is a ridiculous notion that you could ever sum up a lifetime in words, there is more content than container. However, I did want to say a few words to acknowledge that (in how she described herself) this simple and unassuming woman had great significance to at least the three sons whom she bore, and to next generations of family, her many friends, and all those whose lives this gentle, heartfelt woman touched.

Now, I only hope this has been short and positive enough to suit her! And, for goodness sakes, she certainly would not want anyone to be sad or shed any tears on her account. Just be happy–and enjoy the sweets.

My Mom’s Passing Announcement

My mom’s passing:

I thought you would like to know that my mother left the body today about 11 a.m, January 15, 2014.

Last night we arrived in Sunnyside to see my mother who had broken her hip a week ago. After a successful operation she was sent to a rehab unit where we saw her. We spent some lovely time with her, but her pallor was very pale, she was weak and dozed off and on.

She held my hand as she slept, her life-force extremely faint. The thought came to me that she would need to choose life soon if she was to continue on. Both Carla and I spent some time seeing her filled with beautiful golden light, both of us felt a powerful vibration.

While we were there she said that she was afraid to be alone. I told her we were there, and that she was never alone; God and Jesus were always with her.

This morning she was taken to the hospital as she was non-responsive. She had internal bleeding and needed four pints of blood; she also had sepsis (due to a fast growing bacteria in the blood and can be common after an operation). The doctors were just starting her on blood transfusion and anti-bacteria when she left the body. Thus her life in the body ended after 85 years.

I have a mixture of love, sadness, and gratitude; and internal confirmation that she had a smooth transition. Just this last Thanksgiving she was wondering out loud why she was still living; a prelude to the withdrawal of life-force from her physical body.

At the hospital Carla and I spent time with my mother’s recently vacated body. As I put my hand on the top of her head I felt heat flowing; Carla held her hand. The chant spontaneously sang through me, “My Lord I adore Thee, lay my life before Thee, how I love Thee.” Singing softly, at first the chant was stalled by emotion surging up, my voice grew stronger; feeling her listening spirit close by. Peace and the all-powerful spiritual Presence gradually filled the room. It was a time of Grace and sure guidance into her new life. With inner vision Carla saw my father coming to meet my mom; together, happy; a peaceful transition into a new life, a lighter and easier life.

My love and gratitude goes out to my mom, indebted to her for giving birth to this body; deeply appreciative for all the love and support she has shown me down through the years. Mothers, of course, have a special relationship with us, having known us in the womb, longer than any other person.

We have now had the celebration of life service for my mom. It was well attended and there were so many positive, loving and sincere expressions for what she meant to so many people. Her church had wonderful decorations, cake and ice cream for afterward. There were tears, and laughter, stories and easy conversation; all things my mom would have loved.

And as I write this, my love goes out to you my dear friend; and if you have the opportunity, do something nice for your mother, and all who are mothers, who are but expressions of the universal Divine Mother.

Pronams and deepest blessings,

David

 

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Master & Richard Wright have the darshan of Kara Patri

[Master is on my mind: I thought you would find this an interesting description of Richard Wright, when he  and Master had the darshan of the saint Kara Patri at the Kumbha Mela. Master gave a description of this meeting in the Autobiography of a Yogi, but of course Richard had his own observations and it is plain that both Master and Richard were very impressed with this yogi. Master had gone to the Kumbha Mela in hopes of seeing Babaji, but the great master chose not to reveal himself during his visit to the Mela. However, Master did meet with some of India’s great saints in 1936, including Anandamayi Ma, Mahatma Gandhi, Swami Keshabananda, and many more. Although the focus of the writing is not specifically on Master, it does give some sense of the journey in India Richard was on with Master.]

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Picture: Yoganandaji at the Kumbha Mela in Allahabad

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Kara Patri
By Richard Wright
Inner Culture, November 1936

I quote the following from my notes of Jan. 27, 1936:

The scene is laid near Allahabad at the junction of the Ganges and Jumna Rivers, during the Kumbha Mela, the great gathering of Sadhus and Seekers, held every three and six years. We next drove down the river bed (Ganges) to the undernourished sacred river. Alighting and treading some distance through the thickening smoke and treacherous sands, we approached a cluster of tiny, very modest straw huts. Suddenly, we drew up before one of these insignificant, temporary huts with its pigmy doorless entrance, the shelter of a young, wandering Sadhu, or mendicant, noted for his exceptional intelligence and capacities, named Kara Patri. There he sat, cross-legged in a pile of straw, his only covering, and incidentally his only possession, being an ochre cloth draped over his shoulders; and this was only temporary, for soon warm days would come.

Truly a divine face smiled at us as we crawled into the hut on all fours and pronamed at the feet of this enlightened Soul, while the kerosene lantern at the entrance flickered weird, dancing shadows on the thatched walls. His face, especially his eyes and teeth, beamed and glistened with the blessing of simplicity and freedom, “doing everything with the searchlight on God.”

Although I was puzzled by the Hindi, his expressions were very revealing, as he was full of enthusiasm, fire, introspection, love, happiness, divine glory, freedom, and all the other divine qualities. No one could be mistaken as to his greatness. Imagine the happy life of one unattached to a material life, free of most clothing, wearing only one cloth; free of food craving, never begging; never touching cooked food except on alternate days; no begging bowl; eats only one meal a day generally; free of all money entanglements, never handling money; never storing things away, always trusting in God; free of transportation difficulties, never riding in vehicles, but always walking on the banks of the River Ganges, or others; never remaining in one place longer than one week in order to avoid becoming attached to anything.

Such a modest Soul! free of worldly entanglements and struggles, but unusually learned, having read all the religious Scriptures, the Vedas (very lengthy), Vedanta, and so forth, and with an M. A. degree in four subjects, with the title of “Shastri” (master of Sanskrit) from the BenaresUniversity.

A grand feeling pervaded throughout as we sat at this Saint’s feet and listened to his noble expositions. It all seemed to be an answer to my desire to see the real, the ancient India, for he is the true representative of this land of Spiritual Kings. We bade pronam and reluctantly departed from this embodiment of God and Man, grateful for his hospitality and spirit.

And so, if I have not been too vague, you will see that there is something to this world of ours after all. Such men as I have just described come on earth to elevate those of us who are caught in the muck and mire of these passing fancies and pleasures.

Honored Guest

Turban PY 2 recduced [This is a continuation of excerpts from Kamala’s (a name Master gave her meaning lotus) book The Flawless Mirror. These personal memoirs give an intimate view of Paramhansa Yogananda, or as she simply refers to him as Swami. Several of you commented on the last writing, which I always love to hear from you regarding these writings. So, in continuation of honoring Master’s birthday here is more from Kamala.]

It was in midsummer when there was a knock at our door and Swami, smiling, was there. He had come to California for his vacation, arriving at Manhattan Beach in July (1927). We felt blessed that he was with us. Mother and I were aware of his great spiritual stature, yet his simplicity of manner allowed our very special respect for him to blend naturally with the friendship he gave us. He brought an atmosphere of joyousness.

During his visit, Mother and I motored with him to Santa Barbara and stayed at our home there. The town had a very leisurely feeling at the time; no one ever seemed in a hurry, which gave a sense of tranquility that we liked. The days were lovely and warm. Swami swam at the beach. We went on some of the nearby scenic drives, which were very beautiful and were settings for spiritual inspiration.

One afternoon while driving, my Guru went into a state of Samadhi. He was outwardly still, inwardly absorbed in God—his consciousness completely interiorized. I was aware of this and when the car arrived at the house, and Mother and chauffeur went indoors, I hesitated, not knowing if he wished anyone to remain, or to be alone. So I stayed for a little while, very quiet, and then went inside. He came in later. I realized, some time after, that when he entered into a state of deep communion, a disciple was privileged to remain and meditate with him, and receive the blessing of being near.

He brought with him a harmonium—an Indian instrument with organ tones and a piano-like keyboard. He used it to accompany his chanting at our evening meditations.

Once we drove to Pismo Beach, many miles up the coast, and had dinner there. We always found Swami dear to be with, and his sense of humor was a kind that seemed to bubble over and everyone enjoyed things twice as much.

On our return drive to Manhattan Beach he told me that he had seen many of his past lives and from them he had learned that the soul would accept nothing for long that was not perfection. He said: No human being can give the joy that God can give; go to God always; give Him your life.”

During these summer days friends occasionally stopped by and met Swami. In all environments he was gracious and quiet in manner. Through this quietness he imparted a warmth and sweetness felt by all.

I asked Swami what I could do in addition to the Yogoda lessons which I followed. He told me, “Meditate longer, with greater intensity, for otherwise the mind only nibbles and no realization will come.”

He suggested that I go on a specific type of diet for a time and I did, benefitting tremendously in health and energy. He also penciled this list:

  1. Meditation 2. Dignity 3. Perfect Cooperation 4. Diet 5. Giving no cause of criticism 6. “Make yourself better and serve to please.” 7. Seclusion is the price of spiritual greatness.

Shortly afterward Swami left with his driver for Pismo Beach to meditate. The now-thriving little sea town was then mostly rolling sand dunes. He remained there a few days. When he returned, the chauffeur said to Mother in a perplexed tone: “I don’t know what he was doing, but he just sat out there among the sand dunes, facing the ocean, and stayed there every day, all day long.”

Swami returned after these days in God-communion with the effulgence of that time upon him, and as he came into the room I remained quiet, sensing his inner rapture. He spoke words to God, of me, precious and sacred; then said solemnly, “Only speak to me of God.” In that vibrant bliss in which he had remained in unbroken communion, it would have been painful and restricting to turn his gaze from his absorption in the Infinite to any other topic.

One facet of his true saintliness lay in his willingness and ability to meet the noisy world of constant public life and cope with every duty and yet stay permanently in the sanctuary of inner beatitude. Here, now, he could roam in the Cosmic Vastness without even a part of his mind having to turn to the multitudinous affairs of daily life. As Jesus went to the mountain top to pray, my Guru had gone by the ocean to commune with the Heavenly Father.

A few days later Swami left California. He bade us goodbye and said he would keep us in his prayers. His fall itinerary included Minneapolis, St. Paul, and Philadelphia.

Happy Birthday Master!

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Picture: Swami Yogananda 1924; San Francisco

[This is an excerpt from The Flawless Mirror by Kamala, a disciple of Master’s since 1925. This writing gives a personal account of what it would have been like to be with Swami Yogananda from a unique view. Today is Masters birthday; born January 5, 1893. Happy Birthday Master!]

On August 19th [1926] we were happily busy at Mt. Washington with preparations for Swami’s [Yogananda’s] arrival.  The next afternoon many students met him at the train and presented him with a beautiful bouquet of flowers. Mother and I were in the car with him as we rode back. He seemed immersed in God. Later he said to us: “Cultivate God’s friendship; meditate on Him and feel Him. Be a stubborn child and knock at the door until He opens it.” In the evening he visited with us for a while and said that he was very pleased that we were there.

Swami had brought fresh mangoes with him from the East Coast. The next night we had mango ice cream, which he had planned as a surprise for everyone. He touched a blossom at the table, and remarked: “In the flowers we capture the beauty of God.” He had Gali-Gurci (a famous opera singer and disciple of Master’s) recordings and many spiritual songs from India which he played for us. He enjoyed listening to them and sharing them with us.

We attended a symphony concert with Swami and heard “Death and Transfiguration” by Strauss. We were at the Hollywood Bowl and Ralph Waldo Trine (author of In tune with the Infinite) was there. Swami and he were acquainted. He, his wife, and son were invited to Mt. Washington for a luncheon the next day. I took pictures of them with Swami.

Those of us who were living at Mt. Washington, and other guests, were invited by Swami on a holiday excursion to Catalina Island. We were given nice rooms at the hotel and then went out to take drives around the island. We also had a picnic lunch. Afterward, several went in swimming, and a footrace followed. Five participated in the running contest. I noted that Swami’s foot movements seemed to match the rapidity of pistons in a racing motor, and the long strides of the others were no match for him. He outdistanced even the nearest one by a whole block in a two-block race! Mother and I enjoyed watching this event.

The next morning we rode in motor boats for miles over the smooth waters, seeing many seals. Later we took a special trip in the glass-bottom boat. It was exquisite. We saw beautiful and colorful gardens under the clear water. That evening, on another trip, the flying fish were bright flashes of silver leaping out of the water, even into our boat. We found so much of interest to see and do in the happy days spent there. Swami was a wonderful host to all.

When we returned to the mainland, Swami accepted our invitation to stop at our cottage in nearby Manhattan Beach. On the way we marketed and later he cooked a meal of East Indian food that was relished by everyone. Friends of ours came to see us, and Swami delighted their two small children with some games which he taught them to play. Then afterward, we all walked to the beach, where he and one of his guests went in swimming.

Later afternoon Swami read a few stanzas to us from a book of poetry that was at the cottage; then he became very still. After a silence his eyes filled with tears of devotion. He said, “Oh, Brahma is so good to me! There is a current surging within me and through my whole body. Such bliss!” Hours later, when we meditated, I had a spiritual experience. Of this I wrote, “It is just the beginning. I can’t describe the joy.”

It was an unexpected happiness to have Swami come our home, and was the beginning of a time that allowed friendship to grow and deepen with the blessing of daily association with him.

We remained at Manhattan Beach for a few days, then drove with Swami and guests to Santa Barbara. It was his first visit to our home there. On that evening, following a conversation about the plays of Shakespeare, Swami delighted us with a dramatic portrayal of Anthony’s famous oration from “Julius Caesar.” He gave the spontaneous reading from flawless memory. It took place by candle light since the electricity was not on then. A little later Shakespeare’s strains, and all earthly drama, were forgotten as we turned heart and mind to meditation.

Afterward as we sat looking out into the star-lit sky, Swami told of the joy he felt in God. He then spoke poetically, saying the Day and the Night were talking together in friendliness, and yet each wished the other to withdraw! The Day longed to reveal the beauties of the world; the Night felt the soft mantle of darkness brought serenity to mankind.

His words became a poem, created at that moment, wherein he related a search in the cosmos for the Infinite One. He asked of star and cloud: “Tell me, in stillness, whom do you see? Is it He Who within me thrilled me with an invisible touch and quickly fled unseen?” He inquired of all Nature: “Have you seen God’s hidden Presence?”

We each felt the inspiration of these days. They seemed to pass so quickly! Swami always radiated an aura of peace; one of quiet happiness. When we returned to Manhattan Beach he gave me an autograph album. These are the thoughts inscribed:

There is an Invisible Cord that binds the East and the West and all strangers. We are all strangers and there are no strangers since we are all of our one Father, God. Worship Him as Bliss, the most interesting thing within you.

May He Whom I feel in the cool touch of the breeze, and watch wrestling in the ocean waves, and hear in the sea roar, and see emerging from the opening petaled-gate of flowers, be yours always in reality.

Wherever in this house I have prayed I leave an everlasting altar of devotion built in the Invisible Ether, wherein ye shall find Him always. In the self-same places quickly delve deep within yourself with reverence and steady concentration and ye shall find that secret altar.

Swami Yogananda

 

Standing at a Crossroads

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Last night we entered into deepened meditation to bring in the New Year. Devotees travelled form Southern Oregon and Canada to be with us, and we drank deeply from the cup of bliss-filled communion with Spirit. I cannot imagine a better way to launch into a New Year, as we sent out Light to this entire world in prayer for its upliftment. I had written the words below for the occasion, please take time to read and think deeply about the questions at the end of the writing. Life is all about learning, we can especially use the closing of one year and the beginning of another as a time to reflect on what we have learned and apply that to the New Year. Blessings, Yogacharya David

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As we close out 2013 and welcome in 2014 we stand at a crossroads. The world offers much in technology, conveniences, entertainment and distractions; from a spiritual standpoint all of this is worthless and an obstruction.

To make true spiritual progress the world needs to be set aside. In the pursuit of a calm equanimity the twin stimulants of tamasic and rajasic (depressive and activating) qualities are known to be the impediments to attaining conscious union with the Divine. One must surmount the qualities of this age to go beyond the things of the body to ascend to things of the Spirit.

Worldly nature manifests in the news with leads based on, “If it bleeds, it leads;” and in advertising the watchwords are “sex sells.”  These are more than truisms; you can see it in action on a daily basis. When someone is looked up to as a hero today there is a concerted effort to find some scandal to take him or her down. The world is stood on its head, if someone stands for clear values they are seen as villains, and if someone spits in the eye of core values they are held up as heroes.  There is even less popular culture support for dharma and spiritual living today than any previous time.

Even as in times past individuals have risen above the environment in which they were born, so we too may strive to go beyond the values and ideals presented to us by the world. To be a pioneer is not easy as you have no support and oftentimes opposition from those around you.

To come to together in singing God’s Name, to support each other in living a life of purity and integrity, and to feel the joy of meeting kindred spirits is the meaning of satsang (to associate in the name of the eternal Self). The origin of the term religion is associated with the idea of coming together, or connecting with God or with a group of lovers of God. We can draw spiritual strength when we come together for a higher purpose and feel the uplifting vibrations of such occasions. So come together often and find spiritual strength with kindred spirits, enjoy satsang wherever you can.

We live in a time when even well-known spiritual leaders have fallen far short of the spiritual ideals they teach. When we stand for truth and the realization of the supreme Reality we do not need to be afraid of facts, and when someone has fallen short of a lofty goal, that may be a fact, but it is also not the sum total of the individual.

When a spiritual head or adherent has acted out of desire nature or fear and he or she makes a full turnabout and gets back on track, then we can see that one in the full context in their journey to God. If there is no contrition on that one’s part, if there is no recognition of the harm done, then that is another matter for there is no indication that anything has been learned or that the individual is once again pointed toward the Light.

Each of us stands at a crossroads of whether to go with the tendency of the world and tear down what is good, or to take the inward path toward upward evolution; it is a decision we must make daily. In recognizing that the world in general does not support the inner path we must make a concerted effort to break the trance the world induces in individuals and en mass.

Deep and sincere practice of meditation and God-remembrance is the antidote to worldly influence. When you feel drawn to the peace and bliss of God you find the world loses its allure. Just as when the body is cleared of an addictive substance then even the thought of having that substance no longer has a hold on the individual, even so the devotee feeling the active joy of God does not yearn for the pleasures of the world.

It takes time and practice to clear the body system of the attraction of the five senses and to immerse the little self into God alone. However, living in the freedom and bliss of God makes whatever little effort expended in sadhana seem insignificant in what is given in return.

Review 2013 with an eye for learning, what went right and why? And if things have gone wrong, then review what happened and why?

Let us enter into 2014 with a redoubled effort for realizing God. Double your meditation time, seek to double the amount of time you are chanting to God. And double your reliance upon God alone for your comfort, joy, peace and guidance.

May you be blessed in your sincere practice of God-remembrance and service to Him in all forms. It is a new year, a new beginning and you stand at a crossroads that, given the right choices, can take you far in your journey to your complete realization of the Infinite.

Review: What went right and why? Often times we take for granted the things we have done well, as if there is nothing to learn from that experience. Take some time and review the things that have been positive in your year.

  • What decisions did you make to create those positive outcomes?
  • What can you do the build upon those positive decisions to create even better outcomes?
  • Build a strong self-image according to those clear decisions and feel the strength it brings you.

What went wrong and why? Many times we fall into self-loathing, hide away from poor decisions or drown in self-pity. Instead take some time to view your decision-making from a learning perspective; wanting to understand why you made certain decisions.

  • If possible, do what you can make restitution or to repair a bad decision.
  • Trace the steps in making a poor decisions and find key moments of false logic or poor responses driven by emotions or desire nature.
  • Recreate those key moments and see yourself making a wise decision, see it all the way through and experience how that feels. Then let that feeling reverberate all the way down to this moment as if that is exactly what you did. Let it change you to the molecular structure.
  • Build a strong self-image for the present and the future based on making clear, positive decisions. See your God-self fully manifest and guiding you, protecting you, and ever-present in your journey to Self-realization.

Happy New Year for 2014, with blessings from God and Gurus!

Yogacharya David

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